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Hey Tam-Bam!
So here I am reading through these journals and I find this:
"I probably sound so lame right now, I'm 100% aware. But this guy is perfect."
Where on Earth did I find you? To say this to me is one thing but to put this online and let all of your friends know is a whole other level. I cannot even explain the butterflies in my stomach and the smile on my face when I read that. You really are an amazing girl, surely more amazing than any I have ever met (apart from my mother, of course). It seems as though all your weekends in Ottawa have been amazing, and I am glad, because those where you have been have been perfect.
I hope everyone who reads this understands that two years apart has proven to be no big deal. You can say all you want about maturity difference but you, my half-girlfriend, have shown me (and maybe a few other people) that 2 years in the grand scheme is merely just a star in the sky (I hope you get this reference from something I have previously written to you). We seem to get along like two peas in a pod and I find myself falling EXTREMELY hard for every little thing that you do.
I really hope this keeps moving forward like it has been. Having you around has really eased the stress of exams and overall made me so much happier with my "status" than I was before I met you. I cannot wait for Wonderland; to share cotton candy, to hold hands, to make silly faces at the cameras on roller coasters (yes, even the The Fly). I cannot wait for anytime we get to hang out this summer. I especially cannot wait for that one day you get a big envelope in the mail from Carleton University. Or, what about that day in May 2010 when people get all dressed up for the end of grade 12? Prom, I believe they call it. Well, as long as you don't get rid of me by then (which I hope you don't) then I can't wait to dance with you, to possibly ask you a certain question, and of course, to shoot Dan a smirk that says "why would you possibly chase away the most fantastic girl on the face of the Earth?"
I wake up every morning to your oh so cute texts telling me about your morning, and sometimes (yeah, just sometimes ;)) I let out this massive smile that only you seem to be able to bring out. You manage to make me constantly smile, and keeping up with your awesomeness is pretty darn hard. You always have the sweetest things to say, and sometimes I don't know even know how to respond. Can we make this last a long time, s'il vous plait?
You're getting anxious to read this now, so I guess I'll cut it off here. This is your journal after all, not mine. In short, you're amazing. Please, don't change.
Mucho love from your boy,
Robular Smallular
PS - Promise me you'll never let go <3
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